Unaware

You Yawn ;
A baby is born.
Your Tired;
Someone's fired
You try to sleep, your trying;
A little girl is alone in her room crying.
You start to dream, your flying;
Someone is also lying in their bed;
dying

 
~Mountain Dew~

Mountain Dew tastes yummy,
Thats why I put it in my tummy.
I think it is very awesome,
Dont make fun of me u ugly opposume!
Did you know that it begins with "M"?
When I drink it it builds up flem.
So I think you should drink it too,
and then u should go buy a shoe!

~*Darts Through Hearts*~
you told me lies
you made me cry
but now those tears are done
I hope you had your fun
you are now about to break the heart of one close to me
but I already know that u cannot see
I will not let you damage her heart
or stab her only feelings for you with a dart
you hurt me and now it's about to be
My Best Friend
leave her alone
don't throw no stones
you broke my heart
pleez dont break another
just stay with her forever
if you disrespect her like you did to me
she will leave you ,you soon will see
i see her coming, shes mad
because I told you not to make her sad
she tells you "goodbye"
and you say "why?"
she says "because you were just being you
and I hate that too
cuz you are disrespectful to me
I do not know why that u cannot see"
so "goodbye" again she says to you
you realize now that you are through
I told you not to break her heart
but instead of listening,you threw the dart

~*~Why is life always so cruel?~*~
*Is life going to always treat me like a fool¿*
~Are you supposed to be sad all the time?~
*Is the world such a bad crime¿*
~Why does life always hurt?~
*It feels as if my face is getting pushed in the dirt*
~Life is a big puzzle that is hard to figure out~
*Would this place be fun¿ That I doubt!*
~Why does it seem to be comin to this?~
*Its as if everyword now adays is just a diss*
~Why does is feel like Ive been stabbed in the back?~
*Fears of life i still to lack*
~I do not want to live this life no more
*I just want to die, just drop down to the floor.*
~Sometimes i wish i could have a knife~
~*~But now i have realized this is the real world. This is LIFE!~*~

How can I explain ?
The feelings pushed deep down inside of me , with only me to blame
I really want to tell him ,but I can't find the words to say,
Please don't go away
He is all I think about , he is the one I love
Everynight I lay awake
Debating what to say
Should I say something before he goes away?
Days and days go by
And his time has come to part
I know I should tell him
What is really in my heart
But the coward that I am
Stands there with nothing to say
With a hug goodbye , he drive away
Tears rolling down my cheeks as I turn away
The boy next door is gone forever
But in my heart he'll stay forever

*u sed u didnt luv me
i kno that its not true
u cant live go on w/out me
or else ur life is blue
u sed that u didnt need me
i kno that its a lie
cuz if u didnt luv me
then i wouldnt cry*

~*In The Dirt*~
I feel your lips coming onto mine,
your hands touching my skirt,
then we fall I kiss your lips softly...
and leave you lying in the dirt!
 

Where do dreams hide?
Maybe by your bedside.
Somewhere maybe you could see.
Or in the sky flying free.
Or far away in a foreign land.
Or under your feet beneath the sand.
Dreams are everywhere, you see.
They are in you and me.
Dreams are like clouds in the sky,
For you can reach them if you try.
And they will never leave a day,
For dreams unfilled will always stay.

*U don't undastand the feelingz...
*That I had kept inside....
*This whole damn time.....
*Wen i finally got my chance wit u....
* Every thing went wrong....
*I wish I could be with you again...
*But not every1 getz that second chance....
*Even if we're not going to be 2gether...
*I'll luv u alwayz n foreva....

*Graduation is the day i will not say good bye,
*Graduation is the day i turn away and cry,
*All these years together have drifted by too fast,
*Please don't forget anyone that doesn't belong in your past,
*Keep them all in your future, still there holding on,
*Keep them all near your heart, where their never gone...

~*I loved you once...*~
~*You loved me not...*~
~*I loved you twice...*~
~*But then I thought...*~
~*You never loved me...*~
~*You never will...*~
~*But even so ...*~
~*I love you still.*~
 

I Love You,
I always will.
You sweet kisses and hugs,
My heart they fill.
You mean the world to me and much much more,
I'd even give my life for you the one i adore.
I know we'll be together forever,
We were meant to be.
Thats the was God planned,
For you to be with me.

Misty
My name is Misty I am but three
My eyes are swolleen I cannot see
I must not be loved for I am punished by cigarette burns
I must do right I can't do wrong or else I'm locked up all day long
When I wake up I'm all alone the house is dark
my folks aren't home
Im really just an expensive joke no more no less then speed or coke
Be quiet now! I hear the car my dad is back from Charlie's Bar
I hear him curse my name he calls I squeeze myself against the wall
on my bed its too late his face is twisted into hate
I feel the pain again and again
Oh dear God please let it end
My name is Misty I am but three last night my father murdered me....

Pizza
Pizza Pizza Yum Yum Yum
Pizza Pizza Oh So Fun
Pizza Pizza Your So Cool
Pizza Pizza Don't Be a Fool

Pizza Pizza Yum Yum Yum
Pizza Pizza Oh So Fun
Pizza Pizza To Much To Much
Pizza Pizza Oh Yuck Oh Yuck

**I hate that u have no clue**
**About the way i feel for u**
**I hate the way we r just friends**
**And can't be nothing more**
**I hate the way u make my cry**
**And the way u act like i'm not even there**
**I have to say, this really isn't fair**

you helped me laugh
you dried my tears
because of you
i have no fears
together we live
together we grow
teaching each other
what we must know
you came in my life
and i was blessed
i luv you friend
you are the best
release my hand
and say good-bye
please my friend
don't you cry
i promise you this
it's not the end
'cause like i said
you're my friend

You make my heart flutter
you make my world spin
i think in love now
your the best of all men
you make my eyes sparkle
you make me feel great
i would be so excited
for even  one date
you're hot and sweet
you're perfect to me
my dreams are locked up
and you hold the key

Here's to the crazy ones.
The misfits. The rebels.
The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They aren't fond of rules.
And they have no respect for the status quo.
You can quote them. Disagree with them.
Glorify or Villify them. But the only thing you can't do is ignore them.
Because they change things.
They push the human race forward.
And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do*

HIM

I pushed back my hair
Walked through the door
The dream I had was no more
Down my cheeks the tears then ran
Making me think of no pleasure
No pain
How could this be?
How did it happen?
For he is gone, and I can't get past him
He was my friend
Till the end
Now he is gone, no longer my friend?
I asked my self in the dark
Why did this happen?
When did it start?
Daring myself to make a move
The shadows came, to cover my bruise
The bruise on my heart left by him
U shall see it, never again.
 
 

        *i will still be loving you*       
:+: i cant describe diz love i have fer yew :+:
:+: da onlie thing i kno iz dat itz tru :+:
:+: n when da sun goez away :+:
:+: u brighten up da rest of muh day :+:
:+: i cant describle da way i feel :+:
:+: my heart tellz me dat diz love iz real :+:
:+: u know that when all muh dayz n nitez are thru :+:
:+: i will still be loving you :+:
       .·:*i love you*:·.

SOMEBODY CARES
Though we can't be together
Somebody cares
if you're happy today,
If your heart
is cheerful and light.
Somebody cares
if you're feeling good
And everything's
going just right.
And somebody hopes
that this message will show,
In a warm little
heart-to-heart way..
You're thought of,
remembered,
and happily wished
An especially wonderful day!

*ThE nOt So PeRfeCt GuY~
If you ask me what i look for in a guy
I will say that i look for a guy who tryz
A guy who lives life and deals with what it brings
And not someone who will try to buy my luv wit diamond rings
Im not asking for the so called "perfect guy"
Just some who will be there for me if i need to cry
someone who will always care
someone who will lend a hand and will always be there*

All I Can't Say
There's so much I can't say
when I look into your eyes
I'm worried you'll reject me
and hurt my fooolish pride.
Each day this love grows stringer,
but I could never let you know.
There's so much behind my smile
that I could never show.
I'd hold you for a lifetime,
if you would let me in.
I'd love you like no other,
but you don't understand.
Everytime I see you
you are holding on to her.
The pain is like a knife
cutting deep into my soul.
So I'll dream of us together,
of just how it could be.
And all that you are
will remain a silent part of me.

You said you loved me
I thought it was true
You said you wanted it to lat for ever
i did too
2 monthes later it was over
i sitll loved you
3 months after the break up
we found our love agian
it on;'y lasted for a day
you said i would see you again
you lied
Now it is more then a year later
I still love you
While your telling some other girl
you love her

He means so much to me i just wish he knew
because when im around him the skys a different blue
and when he talks to me my knees begin to shake
the last thing i want is another heartbreak
if he would love me like i do
i could tell him that i will always be true
but when i try to talk i just dont know what to say
because i know he doesnt feel the same way

you loved me
you loved me not
you loved me
and then told my friend she was hott
did u really love me
let me think
ummmmm..... NO!

We laughed&talked&had so much fun
but soon we will have none
we were such good friends & that u can't deny
but now we will have to say goodbye
i will miss u very much , even if i will still see u
becuz i know we won't be like we used to
you will go your way & i will go mine
but i will think about you all the time

If I leave here tomorrow
Would you still feel the same
Would you hear me at night
When I whisper your name
Would you remember me each day
And know that our love was so true
Would you remember our night together
When I was holding you
Would you break down and cry
A river of endless tears
Would you be able to feel me
If ever I was near
 Would you understand my feelings
Could you deal with the pain
Or would you go crazy
And try to take all the blame
Would you know that I still love you
Through all the pain and sorrow
Would you still be in love with me
If I leave here tomorrow?

*Next time you question me,
I'll take it offensively.
No more bein nice,
you should've thought twice
about hurtin me.
*Ima make you feel like I do,
if it's even possible for you.
Cuz I don't think you care about anything..
and you're not even aware
of any of the pain you put me through.
I wish I could say I don't love you,
but that would be lying,
and that's something I won't do.
Cuz I wouldn't wanna end up bein like you!
*Oh how I wish I could see tears
seep through your eyes,
but even that wouldn't be enough
to cover up the lies
you kept from me.

No sleep last night,
too busy thinkin of you.
I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things,
but I can't.
You wouldn't want me to anyway,
so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow.
And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared.
*It hurt bad.
I shouldn't waste my tears, I know.
It's kind of too late to say that.
I've already unleashed thousands,
cuz every thought I ever had
was about you.
And every dream I ever wished
came true -
when you entered my life.
And now you're slowly disappearing,
so I didn't sleep last night.

Ten things I hate about You:
I hate it when u talk to me
and the way u cut ure hair
I hate it when u stare
I hate ure big bad combat boots
and the way u read my mind
I hate u so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme
I hate it when ure always rite
I hate it when u lie
I hate it when u make me laugh
and even worse when u make me cry
I hate it when ure not around
and the fact that u didn't call
But most of all I hate how I don't hate u,
not even close, not even a little bit,
not even at all.
   

 *~CrAzY mIxEd^ PoEm~*
One bright day in the middle of night,
two dead men stood up to fight.
Three blind men to see fair play,
forty mutes to yell Hoo-Ray.
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other!

"It's gonna be Alright"
Minutes after the big fight,
I realized it wasn't right.
I heard the yelling in my head,
But all I saw was a sea of red.
Then that night I laid awake in bed,
And reviewed all the mean things that I had said.
Then the intense red calmed to a blue,
And I knew the things I had to do.
I shouldn't have said the things I did,
I was just being a stupid kid.
I'm glad that you understood,
Because I didn't think that you would.
I had, had a bad day and I thought that you knew,
Either way I shouldn't have taken it out on you.
Now the blue faded to a white,
And I smiled knowing everything would be all right.

Love
As lovers sit beside each other
eye to eye they see
how meening full and full of love
each other shall always be
Love they say is to strong for words
and to strong to throw around
but nothing feels more like love
then listening to their hearts' which pound
Love is the most incredible feeling
one usually describes with sighs
you can feel the warmth and respect
when you look in to your lovers eyes
If Love should ever come within two hearts
their souls will colide into one
Then life will turn into a wonderful place
and seem there is good to be done

The Day
The day was the last
The day was gone
The day was sad
The day made me mad
Cuz you left my heart

~*~*~*~*~3 Seconds~*~*~*~*~
3 seconds to say I luv yew
3 hours to explain
How yew can luv me
But cause me all dis pain
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Yew leave mah hart wid grieve
& yew cause me to cry
So I'll give yew a kiss
& tell yew good-bye
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
My hart still wunts yew hea
But mah mind seys "NO"
So I'll find anotha place
& sumhwea to go
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I'll luv yew foreva
& I hope we can still b frenz
But dis is how it happens
Dis is how it ends

*Near to the door*
*he paused to stand*
*as he took his class ring*
*off her hand*
*all who were watching*
*did not speak* *as a silent tear*
*ran down his cheek*
*and through his mind*
*the memories ran*
*of the moments they walked*
*and ran in the sand hand and hand*
*but now her eyes were so terrible cold*
*for he would never again*
*have her to hold*
*they watched in silence*
*as he bent near*
*and whispered the words..*
*"I LOVE YOU" in her ear*
*he touched her face and started to cry*
*as he put on his ring and wanted to die*
*and just then the wind began to blow*
*as they lowered her casket*
*into the snow....*
*this is what happens*
*to man alive.....*
*when friends let friends....*
*drink and drive.*

u never understood me
u didnt even try.
i dont want this to be
so im saying goodbye
*
put the key on my table
dont think about coming
back u arent able
to ever win me back

What happened?
Im not sure
Everyone asks
I tell them I dont know
Every time I see you
You look right through me
Was something ever there to begin with?
Yes. No. I still cant let go.
I keep trying
But youre locked in my heart
You took my breath away with your smile
You broke my heart with your silence
I wish you would talk to me
Just be a friend
Things have happened
And I needed someone to talk to
Thats when I wish you were still there
Im done trying to get something back thats ove
r But Im still here for you
Forever

We've been through so much, more than ne 1 can see...
friends forever we will be...
since we were little we'd be scrappen r knees...
now we be scrappen r hearts playa pleaz...
i know we've had so many rough times...
but we can't forget about the funny times...
stealen the truck getten drunk with boys...
when we get our carz we'll be pumpin some noise...
when we grow up we can't forget each other...
i love you like a sister or maybe a brother...
but i hope we don't grow apart from each other...
cuz your the best friend unlike no other!!!

As I walk slowly through the meadow
The sun slowly begins to sink
I'm not alone but with my shadow
As I watch the sky turn pink

I am here and you are there
Only the ground separates us
But as each day goes by
We see the same sun rise and fall
And I know that you will always be there

-I'll be there-
*When no one is there for you*
*And you think no one cares*
*When the whole world walks out on you*
*And you think you're alone*
*I'll be there*
*When the one you care about the most*
*Could care less about you*
*When the one you gave your heart to*
*Throws it in your face*
*I'll be there*
*When the person you trusted*
*Betrays you*
*When the person you share all your memories with*
*Cant even remember your birthday*
*I'll be there*
*When all you need is a friend*
*To listen to you whine*
*When all you need is someone*
*To catch your tears*
*I'll be there*
* When your heart hurts so bad*
* You cant even breathe*
* When you just want to crawl up and die*
*I'll be there*
*When you start to cry*
*After hearing that sad song*
*When the tears just won't*
*Stop falling down*
*I'll be there*
*So you see I'll be there until the end*
*This is a promise I can make*
*If you ever need me*
*Just give me a call and...*
*I'll be there...*

he played me like a blond
i was to busy faling for that smile
to ever notice what he was doing
well i was in total love he was well
lets say he wasent my friends
got me out but boy was i hurt
i still need him i tel my firends i am ok
and he is a jerk but that jerk has my heart
and well he was found someone new.
it hurts me inside to see them together
i am back where i started he played me for a blond!

-Wanting you-
Looking deeply into your seductive blue eyes
Visions of us together my only paradise
Your arms wrapped around me so tight
Would be the perfect moment nothing short of just right
Your body's gentle caress upon mine
That sexy little smile when you look at me
No other guy can compare I want you to see
Wanting you to be all mine in every way
Your the only one in my thoughts every day
It would be my fantasy my dream come true
The day I can say I have you

I hate u
u hate me
lets get together n kill barney
wth a one 2 punch barneys on the floor
no more purple dinosaur

As my heart lies in broken pieces upon the ground,
You don't even know the pieces exist.
As my tears fall like liquid diamonds upon my cheeks,
You don't even feel the pain I am going through.
You don't even know about
The broken pieces of the heart that still loves you
And that always will.
As my voice echoes through the silent atmosphere,
You don't even hear the resounding cry.
As the mist swirls silently around me, chilling the tears,
You don't even care that I suffer the agony of lost love.
You wouldn't even look back
To see the pale face of the girl who loved you
And who always will.

People lie
People die
Then people sit
And wonder why
*
Boys are bad
Boys are sad
Boys get upset
Cuz the girls been had
*
Girls are nice
Girls think twice
But we wonder why
Boys have a price

I climbed up the door and opened the stairs,
Said my pajamas and put on my prayers,
Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes,
Picked up my eggs and toasted the news,
I couldn't tell my left from right,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
That evening at last I felt normal again,
So I picked up my mother and called the phone,
I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a bone,
Even at midnight the sun was still bright,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!

I loved you once
I loved you twice
But you just weren't very nice
So i moved on with some fear
And all i got was just a tear
But you taught me one thing i'll always enhance
That sometime's life only gives you one chance
So take that courage when it does
Take it and don't be like i was
Cause now i want you back
But I really don't see that!

*~*From a distance*~*
From a distance I watch him
And there is no controling his mind or his heart
For i am just watching with a smile so grim
It is ripping me apart I cannot change him
He loves her and thats the way it has to be
Because I am afraid he does not love me
And its sad to say
That he feels this way!

---Playa---
I sit here and wonder if your really into me
Or if you just like what you see
Im not a stupid gurl
So don't play me for a fool
If you think im just along for the ride
Im not into that game
Im really beginning to like what i see in you
Im hoping maybe you like me too

Please dont judge me by my face,
by my religion or my race.
Please dont laugh at what i wear,
or how I look or do my hair.
Please look a little deeper,
way down deep inside.
And although you may not see it,
I have a lot to hide.
Behind my clothes the secrets lie,
behind my smile, I softly cry.
Please look a little deeper, a
nd maybe you will see.
The lonely little girl,
that lives inside of me.
Please listen carefully to her,
she'll show that she is insecure
Please try to be a friend to her,
and show her that you care.
Please just get to know her,
and maybe you will see.
That if you just look deep enough,
you'll find the real me.

*I wonder what I see in you*
*Then I look*
*And I know to love you, your more than just a clue*
*I look in your eyes*
*And I know you'll tell me no lies*
*Then I looked at you in a differant view*
*Thats when I saw the real you*

I Always Imagine Your Gentle Touch
If Only You Knew I Felt This Much
Not Being With You I'm Falling Apart
Cuz I Don't Know How To Get To Your Heart
If You Could Only See The Luv In My Eyes
Of All Those Nights I Sat And Cried
Just Look At Me I'm Standing Here
Just Call Out My Name And I'll Be There
How Long The Wait, I Don't Know
When That Day Comes I'll Let It Show
If Only You Knew My Feelings For You
I'll Stay Hopeful You'll Feel The Same Way Too

I always thought U+Me=Never,
You made me believe me it meant forever,
When you said that, I believed it was true,
Even my friends believed i wuz the one for you.
*
I felt I'd known you all my life
Even thought I'd only known you a year.
When you dumped me, I felt like my heart had been cut w/a knife,
That day wuz the day I saw you smear.
*
For weeks I cried, And for weeks I tried,
For weeks all i did was long...
Then I realized, from the beginning, I was rite, and u were wrong.

-Friends-
Written with a pen, sealed with a kiss,
If you are my friend, please answer me this:
Are we friends, or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot.
So tell me now, and tell me true,
So I can say "I'm here for you."
Of all the friends I've ever met,
You're the one I won't forget.
And if I die before you do,
I'll go to Heaven and wait for you,
I'll give the angels back their wings
And risk the loss of everything.
There isn't a thing I wouldn't do,
To have a friend just like you!

Sometimes I remember
When we were together
Everything was perfect
In each and every way
You loved me forever, and more each day
I should have known
It was too good to be true
I held my head high
And tried and tried, to say goodbye
I thought about our memories
And all the good times
The times I had you So tight in my arms
And knew that it was true
That I'd love you forever and that's what I'll do

-I 'll be fine-
i'll be fine w/o u
i won't even cry
even though i know
"i love you" was a lie
so go on with ur life
and i'll go on with mine
getting pass the knowledge
all u did was lie
i'm willing to be friends
but it will take time untill than....good-bye!

i should have thought faster
i didnt have a clue
i was irrational and what not
but i should have came to you
the sad thing is, you came back
trying to bring me home
ur eyes were filled with so many tears
oh...now i feel so alone
why couldn't i look past the void
that kept us far apart
i couldn't find a way to forgive you
because u had broken my heart
and now it's all so different
we both changed a lot
u moved on and found a girl
it's like you just forgot
while im slowly punishing myself
for not figuring out why
and im completely lost and so confused
because i CANT say good bye

You are like a rose
that I keep watering
over and over so you will live
I love you with all of my heart
I care for you with all of my strength
If you are sad, I am your kleenex
If you are weak, I am your chair
If you are mad, I am your calmer
If you are lost, I will find you
If you are scared, I am your protector
If you are mad, I am there to calm you down
If you need to talk, I am there to listen

I like you because of who you are to me
I hate you because of what you did to me
I miss you because you got her, not me
I love you and that's how it will always be

A smile can turn the greyness blue
A smile can say I love you too
A smile can melt any young girls' heart
Then how come your smile still tears me apart?

**********Boyz***********
** A heart is not a plaything **
** A heart is not a toy **
** But if u want yours broken **
** Just give it to a boy **
** Boys they like to play with things **
** To see what makes them run **
** But when it comes to kissing **
** They will do it just for fun **
** They never give thier hearts away **
** They play us girls for fools**
** They wait till we give our hearts **
** And then they play it cool **
** You will wonder where he is at night **
** You will wonder if hes true **
** One minute you will be happy **
** One minute you will be blue **
** So to fall in love with a boy **
** That takes alot of nerve **
** You see my friend you need a man **
** To get what you deserve **

You said you knew I loved you
And I thought it was true!
But come to find out,
I never loved you
I know love don't last forever
But I still wanted to try
All the pain and tears I still had left to cry
My best friend said it wouldn't last
But I thought she was just mad at me
Then I got real mad at her
And said just wait and see
I guess she was right in the first place
That I should have kept my distance from you
But if she saw you like I did she would love you too!
My head said you should try it
But my heart said, yet again
That I should have listened to the voice of my best friend!!!
Well know my heart'z in pieces becuz of one thing: the male race!!!

Neva say I love u
if it isn't really there
Neva talk bout feelings
if you really don't care
Neva hold my hand
if u'r gonna break my heart
Neva say u are gonna
If u dont plan to start
Neva look into my eyes I
f all u do is lie
Neva say hello
If u realy mean goodbye
If u realy mean foreva
Then please say ull try ..
Never say forever..
Because forever makes me cry..

*I am me*
There will not ever be anyone like me.
I am special because I am unique.
I am stardust and dreams.
I am light.
I am love and hope.
I am hugs and sometimes tears.
I am the words "I love you".
I am swirls of blue, gree, red, yellow, purple, orange, and the colors no one can name
I am the sky, the sea, the earth.
I trust yet I fear.
I hide yet I dont hold anything back.
I am free
I am a child becoming an adult.
I am me, and me is just right.

**what is love?**
Love is seeing him how no one else does
Love is when u no hes not perfect but u see him perfectly
Love is thinking about him day and night
Love is when he means the world to you
Love is when noone else nos how you feel
Love is the best feeling u can feel

*The one i saw*
The one i saw be4 my eyez
came upon me at no suprise
i look at him and his smile
while i rested and thought it was all worth while
the memories come back and stay
a bit No1 could ever really imagine it
I think about the times we had
The good times and the bad ones
that made me happy and sad

Love~
yes i know what love is
I new it when i got to know u
U took my hart Then of course you shatterd it like glass
So baby never tell me i dont know what it is like to love

I hate the way you look at me.
And the way you act so weird.
I hate the way you have no clue.
I hate it when you're far, not near.
I hate your stupid everything.
And the way you have no fears.
I hate you so much it makes me sick-
It even makes some tears.
I hate the way I talk to you.
I hate it when you're mad.
I hate it when you make me happy.
Even worse when you make me mad.
I hate it that you're just my friend.
And the fact that you don't care.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit.
It's just not fair.

..Undreamable love..
Holding ur handz & kissing u
Feelin ur sweet & soft lipz too
Cuddlin keepin each other warm
U keepin me safe from harm
Under the starz tonight
Along with the moonlight
Realizing this is reality
Cuz wit u dreamz can neva compare
To all da thingz we have shared
Cuz our love is undreamable

I wish upon a star
that no matter how far apart we are
you will find me and you will see
How perfect are we
I wish that
if for some reason my wishes dont come true
That another person out there is wishing for me..
hopefully that person is you.

for all the times u made me cry
and walked away saying good bye
i cared for u, for us
u can't tell me that this was just lust
all those nights under the stars now u're away
so far next time i won't fall for u or someone
out of the blue think about it next time u hurt a gurl
u just might destroy her whole world

y do i always end up thinkin of u,
your voice your smile,everything you do
at 1st i thought this would never work out,
i thought we would never last, without a doubt,
but i think i m starting to c what no 1 else could that it seemed,
no1 else would, we r perfect 4 each other,
without a doubt, and this time it really will work out

Happily ever after,
That's how they want you to think it will be,
But it's not,
Not at all in reality.
The deaths, the tears, the fears, the falls,
Through it all we still go on.
The broken hearts,
the cheating friends,
So much pain that never ends.
The fake smiles that seem to make everything ok,
But no for you, because you know the pain won't go away.
Bright and cheery, but oh so weary,
Because inside your heart is breaking in two.

-Die for love-
I sit in the park where I dwell
For this boy I love so well
He took my heart away from me
Now he wants to set me free
I see a girl on his lap
He says things to her he never said to me
I ran home to cry on my bed
Not a word to mother was said
Father came home late that night
He looked at me from left to right
He saw me hanging from a rope
He took his knife to cut me down
And on my dress a note was found:
Dig my grave Dig it deep
Dig my grave From head to feet
And on the top place a dove
And remember this, I died for love.

.:Sorrie:.
sorrie I havn't been there
sorrie I wasn't the one
sorrie I was always on the run
I*m sorrie that I always cried
in the night wishing that you didn't hate me
it tares me a part that
I*m sorrie I didn't ask u sooner for the keys to your heart !

A crush is a ton of mush
even though it isn't a rush
you luv someone till the end
and consider them more then a friend
you like there presence and there style
being w/ them is worth while
you always laugh at there jokes
and always offer to share a coke
trying to impress them isn't easy
when your by them you get queasy
there special then all the rest
and you hope they think your the best
if they ask you out it'll be to hard not to pout
because the person you have a crush on
is the best guy around
just beware there always bound

***Total JERK***
You pissed me off
You made me mad
You made me cry
You made me sad
You lied to me
You made me hurt
You made me see
You are a total JERK!